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made this the other night after i got off the phone with my dad and little brother. i miss them both so much, so much that it hurts physically sometimes. they live back in my home state: florida and i live in west virginia. i see my dad every four months at the least and i only see my brother when i go down there in the summer. i hate that i am not an active part of his life. i want to be there for him at the end of each day, but i cant and that kills me. i look forward to hearing his sweet voice every night. most times he will just ramble and rhyme words for 15 min. i love it! i could listen to him ramble forever. i can't wait to see him this summer.

tfr
xo
jess

i want to be whole again. i want to live like i was never torn into parts. i want to know who i was before you completely changed my everything. i want to know what happened.

*snowgraphy*..as some would call it ;)

if you haven't read this blog lately you need to. like seriously click that link and read her blog.
very inspirational! here is what i did with the lovely tips she gave





tfr
xo
jess

sorry for the horrible pictures.

for a better look at pictures.




below: got the inspiration from this.




above is how i spent the end of 2009 and the beginning of 2010..best way to start a new year i think. like kara has said before it is such good therapy. this week has been rough. i will be scrapbooking more tonight and will post the results.
happy almost friday
xo