goodbye summer

so the days i hoped would never come. school starts on wednesday. i am in no way prepared for school. if i had one wish.. it would be the first day of summer break right now and i would spend more time at the beach. it is a happy place of mine, but because it is too far away i resort to a second happy place of mine.. deep creek lake. for me.. it's almost heaven. my parents and i have spent a few days down on my grandparents property just laying on a blanket... reading sleeping..playing games. i truly enjoy it. family time like that is so nice. relaxing period is nice. but all time for relaxation has come to an end now that school and volleyball will be in full swing. all i can do is force myself to move forward.

on a happy note i turn 17 in less than a month.

but that is all. i really need to finish my summer reading and journals i will do that tomorrow.

goodnight. the pictures below are from deep creek lake.

tfr & enjoy.

xo

jess

just for now...

here are some pictures from a previous vacation a couple weeks ago. i will post a for real post later with more words and more pictures. i just really need to work on school reading. so enjoy your day.

jess

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it has been a very long week. i have worked at the school several times for community service. i have to have 40 total each year. i babysat twice and all the in between time i cleaned my room. at the beginning of the week i started a small thing for a great friend. cant say who cause i dont want to ruin it in chances of them reading my lil ol' blog.

today was nice. i went to the movies with my dear friend. we saw the gi joe movie. oh wow was it goood. and then we went to barns and noble to get coffee and while there i picked up a copy of.. the perks of being a wall flower. uhm can i say that i love this book i am only a few pages into it but i cant stop reading it.

i got an email from this lovely . it was very very nice!! she is so kind. and SO very inspiring!

thats about it for today. i am looking forward to tomorrow. we are going to spend the day with family friends.

thats about it. i will be back later with music videos and maybe some quotes from the book and pictures from the last few trips i went on.

tfr

xo

jess

ello

oh the things silly boys make you feel inside. yes they are so frustrating but how can you not love them. i am thankful for him. he is a good friend who is always there when i need him.

the bff is coming over tonight. we will watch movies and talk even more about silly boys.
i have some ideas in my head for several lo so i am going to try to accomplish some tomorrow.
have a good rest of the week.

tfr.
xo
jess

ps. the beginning is weird.

more about "11 - Jason Mraz - If it kills me Vide...", posted with vodpod

what i wouldn't give to be that free

free*dom:::: the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint:::: exemption from external control, interference, regulation, ect. :::: the power to determine action without restraint::::  the absence of or release  from ties, obligations, ect. :::: the absence of  necessity in choice or action::::