my father just called and told me that he has started going to AA meetings and hasn’t had a drink since last tuesday. i have never been so proud of him. i have waited for this moment all my life. i just wish i lived with him so i could help and support him.

hello.

its been awhile. life has been well up and down. went on a date with a very cute boy and while we ate lunch we colored. it was very perfect. but like people say all good things must come to an end. we never talk i try to but he is always busy. i have started the crazy process of looking for colleges and such. i try to avoid talking about it because it always bring chaos. but i really can't wait for college. and yes i know i should not wish my life away. im not really. i am just really honestly ready to be done with and the people there and the drama. and yes i know there will always be people that annoy me or frustrate me and drama in college and later on in life but still. i just want some breathing room and i feel as if college would allow me to do just that. quite honestly though i would be just happy is summer was here. i need a break. so with that said summer please hurry up!

xo